i'm stick to my decision....

aku dah decide ... aku akan stop kat mirc n aper sajer activity chatting.... aku akan wat activty baru aku.... erm.... photography...yes.... and bisnes yg bakal aku buatkan.....

aku akan teruskan usaha aku demi masa depan aku di alam yg nyata bukan fantasi.....

pada yg terbaca blog aku ni..support ler aku...

salam rindu pada sume....

i'm addicted......

damn....am i addicted or i got no work to do...... lately i realized that i was actively chatting in fungkur chatroom. i should stop and avoid this kind of situation happen to me.... i should do sumthing which can give more benefit into my life.....

well , it could be one of the alternative to cure my heartbroken after she left me.... but i felt so wasting when not proper utilize my time while i'm on semester break.....

well.... will consider it again...

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Sesuatu yang baru akan muncul tidak lama lagi.....sesuatu yg diilhamkan oleh Mr Fattah.. A good credit should be given to him for his initiative ...will see....

The beauty of DRUG revealed: READ THIS FACTS

Ice (crystalline, methamphetamine, hyrdrochloride)

OTHER NAMES:
Meth, crystal meth, d-meth, shabu, tina, glass

IMPACTS:
The symptoms of using ice can include:

• Increased heart & breathing rate
• Trembling hand and fingers
• High blood pressure
• Overheating and excessive sweating
• Stomach cramps
• Blurred vision
• Bad headaches
• Dizziness
• Difficulty sleeping
• Reduced appetite
• Irritability and hostility
• Hallucinations
• Paranoia
• Psychosis
• Panic attacks
• Out of control aggression
• Itching, picking, scratching

The consequences of using ice can include:

• Paranoia
• Premature ageing (damaged teeth, skin lesions etc)
• Increased risk of stroke
• High risk of addiction
• Chronic sleep problems
• Memory loss
• Blood borne infections (like Hep C and HIV) through needle sharing
• Anorexia
• Malnutrition
• Cardiovascular problems
• Increased risk of kidney problems.

OTHER FACTS:
Ice is an extremely potent synthetic stimulant and like its sister drug, speed, is an amphetamine. The difference between Ice and speed/base is the way it is made. Ice most often appears as transparent “sheet like” crystals which may have a blue, green or pink tinge.

One of the critical facts about Ice is that it is highly addictive, even through smoking. Adding to the danger is the fact that there is no way of knowing exactly what’s in it.

Premature ageing, damaged teeth, and skin lesions are some of the more visible effects of Ice on longer-term users. There is also a higher risk of stroke, decreased lung function and poorer cognitive function.

Users can also run a very real risk of experiencing lots of mental health problems ranging from loss of memory to psychosis. A person can also become so aggressive and violent they do major injury to themselves and others, possibly requiring chemical and physical restraint or police intervention.

"Beat your heart with the music..don't take drugs for pleasure .....that pleasure won't be lasting as expected...."
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sunday ..paper PRO520 yg mencabar otakku..

hari ni aku ader paper business writing (PRO520)..erm pagi tadik aku dikejutkan oleh alarm handphone aku (Surah Al-Qursi) kol 6 am..dah bagun jerk terus aku bersiap mandi manda dan menunaikan solat Subuh.. dalam kol 6.30am Yaya kol bagi wake call... padahal aku dah siap sempurna dan bergaya dah time tuh..hahha takper aku yang pesan kat die wat wake up call... dalam kol 6.50 aku dah kuar rumah...walaupun bukan hari berkerja tapi aku tetap nk kuar awal cz nnti aku tak nak tension tension lambat sampai ke dewan exam..on the way tuh aku gi breakfast dulu kat melawati .. makan nasik lemak with rendang daging.. aku rase aku lah fisrt customer cz aku sorang jerk yg baru mintak order..hahha sian tokey kedai tuh tgh berkemas kemas dah ader org mintak order...
Nampak nye perjalanan aku ke Shah Alam berjalan lancar tanpa sebarang gangguan jem nenas/ jem apple/ jem rambutan ker aper.. aku sampai kat dewan exam dalam kol 8.00 am..wah awal sungguh ..exam start kol 9am.. so lepak ler dlm kete jap sambil menelek aper aper yg patut.... dalam 8.15am baru ler aku kuar kete menuju ke dewan....dah ramai gak yg datang..bangga gak ler dapat datang awal.. hahha.. Alhamdulillah aku dapat ler jawab soklan yg diberikan..penat tangan aku menulis feature stories/proposal/memo/news release...rase cam kesuntukan masa jerk tapi aku cuber wat yg terbaik....
Abis jerk exam tepat kol 12 tgh hari , biasalah perjumpaan ngan frens.. tapi aku rasa cam kurang sorang.. aha .suessy was not around...Eda pun call ler die...lar suessy ader kesilapan teknikal..die igt exam start kol 2.15pm.. lor cian dia missed the paper... so advice die suh amek mc ler to maintain cgpa.. kok tak nanti effect lak kan...
Aku, Sharil,Yaya,Wani, Rafiq dan Kak Le gie makan tgh hari kat restoren mamak Hakim...aku tak makan pun cz pagi tadik dah maek heavy breakfast. just a glass of ice lemon tea...dah siap makan trus str8 balik kampung....
Tinggal lagik satu paper yg akan aku hadapi rabu ni.. erm ..pysco LIB...ni yg maleh nk membaca nie ..nk kene igt teori teori r n bla bla bla
tak per lar ni semua kan cabaran blaja.......so aku pun nak smbung bace buku..daaaaaaa

Jumaat hari penghulu segala hari...

erm.... last nite.. tgk movie smpi kol 3 pagi..aduh tak sempat gie nk study nih...ngantok giler...mangun kol 11.30 pagi tadik...erm takkan ler nk kua beli breakfast kan..tak pasal pasal kene maki kat tokey kedai makan....hahhaha..so masak meggi kari jer ler wat alas perot aku yg manja ni.... pastu tgh hari gie ler semayang Jumaat kat Masjid Kemensah Heights ngan member aku.... dah abes semayang gie layan makan nasi ayam.. erm igtkan sedap sgt ..tapi ..ok lar...layan jer la..hari nie aku rasa cam aku aku berjalan sgt perlahan dan lembap...aku masih lagi tak sentuh buku PRO aku tuh... nie tak leh jadik nie.. lepas balik dari masjid n lunch tadik trus aku zzzzzzz jap dalam sejam..pastuh mandi...dengan satu azam yg kuat aku terus drive out gie opis member aku kat sentol ...nk study kat luar lar konon.. heheh kat opis member aku nie best sket ..so bley ler aku concenctrate study sket... tapi tuh ler kan... aku nie manusia biasa yg tak lepas dari sikap maleh..hahahha nie dah kol lapan malam .. baru jerk selak sket aper aper yg patut.... oleh itu aku terpaksa beredar tok teruskan study aku..... daaaa

first day exam ..aku dihujani dengan JAM NENAS /JAM EPAL/ JAM RAMBUTAN/ etc....

bangun awal pagi..belum subuh dah bangun ... nk exam ler katerkan ...so ...bersiap lar..dalam kol 7 pagi kuar rumah...erm ..harap harap tak der ler jam... yer ler kan aku nyer exam start kol 9am... kang tak pasal pasal lak disqualified...hahhaha.. so biler jerk kua ..tempuh jer jalan jelatik (konon kononnyer jln short la ) ALAMAK..JAM GILER!!!!!!!!!!!!.... aku try ikut jln selit selit pun boley jam gak tuh... mati akal aku .. ni jam dah kol 7.30am... beristighfar jer aku.. smpi jalan pahang ... MAK AI.. lagi jam terok... adeh.. aku kol si Paris.. aku kol Sharil (nk kewl kan diri )..erm masing masing dah nk smpi .. cumer aku yg masih terhangguk hangguk dalam jam tuh.....
Pastuh aku tak masuk Federal h/way.. aku try ikut jln Kuching (konon selamat r)..fuh lega jalan bergerak pantas... hehhe lega rasenyer... masuk tol Damansara ...dalam 10 min aku drive... kat depan terbentang lar jalan JAM YG SUNGGUH MENYAYAT HATIKU... aku dah mati kutu dah( nasib baik takder kutu) haha.... aku cume berserah jer ler... coz masuh tuh dah kol 8.40am.. bayangkan ler....aku start kol 9 am... so kene masuk awal 15 min... aku harung gak jam tuh dalam 10 min gk ler... ahit alhamdullilah... smpai gak exit SHAH ALAM/BATU 3...aku rase aku drive laju bangat pagi tadik.... kuar jer tol.... jalan depan sket.... sekali lagik aku diuji dengan JAM ..kali nie jam nenas kot..hahhaa.... tgk jam dah kol 8.50am ...memang kompem aku takkan smpi kol 9 am... tapi aku trus gak ler memecut lepas JAM NENAS tadik... akhirnya aku berjaya sampai ke Dewan exam pada jam 915am... nasib baik adr gak sorang lagik student tuh pun lambat...hehehe dah lambat pun masih lagi control ayu jalan die..adeh...aku jugak yg berlari lari keanak anakan mengejar Dewan exam yg aku rasa dah nk lari... ehehhe... itu ler kejadian yg amat menguji kesabaran dan ketabahan aku...

okok time otterKECHEE....erm....

erm...best ke smoking tuh.. hehehe... ntah ler... aku pun tak tau ler biler aku akan berenti smoking nie... rasa rasanyer dah jemu dok asik dok smoking jerk... aku rase nk plan quit smoking next year....

Majlis Kawen Zieni

Ha , dah lepas lagi sorang member aku ke jinjang pelamin... diharapankan perkahwinan Zieni akan kekal ke akhir hayat.... amin....

yesterday.....

yesterday i got a white paper from my mom.....she bought me a color and brush and asked me to draw a picture....today i've completed draw a picture by using a color and brush that she had bought for me yesterday.... but tomorrow ....what will be happened to that picture?

no one can explain....as our life is too complicated ....

Yesterday , today and tomorrow

erm... cam best jer tajuk ni erk.. arinie 6 november 2008 , tak pasal pasal aku teruja untuk membuat blog aku sendiri... maybe dah tibe masenyer untuk aku berbicara dan meluahkan perasaan aku terhadapan ape berlaku pada semalam , hari ini dan esok...

takder aper yg aku nk luah kan sgt pun ini hari... sebagai permulaan ...kita share hidup kita bersama dengan melihat keadaan di sekeliling kita....